tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20850445112686687472024-03-08T06:59:36.997-08:00she terrorshe terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-67639365598646499192010-10-07T12:37:00.000-07:002010-10-07T12:38:19.768-07:00paper cut out animation homework<object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_pwSgl5dq_E?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_pwSgl5dq_E?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />this is geno my new charactershe terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-33877793764972008772010-10-07T12:33:00.000-07:002010-10-07T12:36:07.816-07:00claymation animation homework<object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/nE8TJL9m1Xo?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/nE8TJL9m1Xo?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object>she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-72101278525423155202010-10-07T12:24:00.000-07:002010-10-07T12:28:03.172-07:00my first stop motion animation<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/VXavoZM41qs?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/VXavoZM41qs?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />homework week 1 (found objects)she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-12295065579785870942010-09-08T09:15:00.000-07:002010-09-08T09:22:19.480-07:00This is The new me.. in the new World!<a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=GOLDENGATEBIRD.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/GOLDENGATEBIRD.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br />bye jakarta... i'm gonna miss you to the bone.......!she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-66122616032049091052010-08-06T03:00:00.000-07:002010-08-06T03:08:00.331-07:00More About You<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/7S6sAiWZOaM&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/7S6sAiWZOaM&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />MORE ABOUT YOU<br /><br />it's been such a long time<br />to fall in love again<br />to feel the warmth again<br /><br />i know that we can't be<br />a lover that will spend<br />together till the end<br /><br />but i can't deny the feelings <br />to know more about you..she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-39331051359999252482010-06-24T00:24:00.000-07:002010-06-24T00:32:24.768-07:00My Vendetta @ Bekasioh God, i should leave them for college... i'm sorry guys.....<br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/maLjM-Ve3ss&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/maLjM-Ve3ss&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br />i'm gonna miss you guys.. and i am really sorry... :(she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-2520396952841697492010-06-21T12:47:00.000-07:002010-06-21T12:54:02.324-07:00My Very First Time Lapsed video!!!! YIPPIYYYYAAYY!!!this really stole my day... finally done.. MANDI KEMBANG DULU DEH...<br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/CvHl02ONn20&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/CvHl02ONn20&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />gonna coat it soon.. huplahup!she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-473708296859756782010-06-20T12:28:00.000-07:002010-06-20T12:37:32.650-07:00Lonely Panda (paper based)Have you ever seen a live Giant Panda? <br />you should be glad if you have.<br />cause Giant Pandas are among the most seriously endangered species alive today.<br />recently, Giant Pandas were disappearing at an alarming rate. As human populations expand, bamboo forests, the Giant Panda's natural habitat shrinks. Combined with logging and the natural dying out of bamboo forests, pandas are forced to seek new areas of bamboo,but many fail and end up dying of starvation instead. <br />poor panda.. too many of your friends and family died because of us. you must be so lonely..<br /><br />if only i could help you.. <br /><br /><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=pandapaper.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/pandapaper.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-32516807485880272692010-06-19T20:02:00.000-07:002010-06-19T20:38:53.602-07:00Andrea in munny form.have i told you about Andrea?<br />she's one of my character. and the only one of mine who can sing. hahah.. <br /><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=Andreagreene.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/Andreagreene.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br />this is the munny that i made for munny fest across indonesia 2010. and it's Andrea in munny form. haven't finish the template, but gonna post it soon.. <br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=andreamunnyfest.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/andreamunnyfest.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br />wanna hear andrea sing?<br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1xe51xXA0Y0&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/1xe51xXA0Y0&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />thanks for you who frequently checkin my stuff. ;) <br />stay tune!!she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-45703953247683404902010-06-19T13:37:00.000-07:002010-06-19T13:56:02.721-07:00try paper based. :)the toy won't last long but hey, it's Fun!!<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=firstpapertoys.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/firstpapertoys.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br />this isn't my own template. grab it in some website. <br />gonna do another one soon.. :)she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-45665112721723790012010-06-17T12:44:00.000-07:002010-06-17T13:14:01.263-07:00Name Card.<a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=cardname1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/cardname1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br />sorry, shoulda erase the phone and email ;)she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-17911141753538194282010-06-15T23:39:00.000-07:002010-06-16T01:17:30.980-07:00MY VERY FIST ATTEMPT TO DO CARTOON!!okay now lemme say "AAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... i made it!!! " it's just unexpected... how lame am i to be proud cause it was the very simple and short one. but i never learn from anybody.. and i think my procedure is not very correct. i draw every frame with adobe illustrator.. for only 10 second, i draw 36 of frame.. zzzzbbzzzb... hope i'll learn the fastest procedure later on in academy of art university of san fransisco (gonna go there soon) okay then hope you all like it. and please play it a few times.. cos i gave up a night of sleep just to make it.. hahah...<br />STAY TUNE GUYS!<br /><br /><object height="385" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/W9uOLoYXbBM&hl=en_US&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/W9uOLoYXbBM&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" height="385" width="640"></embed></object><br /><br />the frames.<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=FF1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/FF1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=FF2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/FF2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=FF3.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/FF3.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=fffahh.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/fffahh.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br />hope i could work @ PIXAR, WARNERBROS or DISNEY. hahah.. dream as high as you can.. :Dshe terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-5443351327681458842010-05-23T13:47:00.000-07:002010-05-23T16:11:51.141-07:00munny fest!! yippey!!quite a while after i move to my wokshop..<br />mulai terbiasa masak sendiri, merapihkan rumah, dan mengatur anggaran belanja.<br />kita pasti merasa kurang nyaman sama pembaharuan.. ex: tempat baru, lingkungan baru, rumah baru, dsb.<br />feels not fit at the first time, but we'll get used to it. :)<br />ditemani abinara and max (my dog), semua kerjaan jauh lebih "ter-realisasikan" disini.. mungkin suasana yg tidak senyaman dirumah membuat lebih produktif dalam berkarya apapun. hahah..<br /><br />semakin dalam gw menelusuri art ternyata semakin besar pula passion gw disini. dan pada dasarnya gw adalah orang yg agak maruk ilmu. so pingin bgt belajar semuanya.. dari digital (adobe Ps, Ai), painting , sculpting, screen printing, toy designing, sampe grafitti..<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">shoot!</span> kepala mau pecah akhir2 ini gak tidur ngerjain semuanya.. dari bikin character buat di paint di dinding (ngiler gara2 join ke tembokbomber.com) so sketch sketch sketch, sculpting original toy (from clay and epoxy), ikut munny world festival indonesia (this is really stole my time), finishing my design for insomnia t-shirt (Digital : by Ai and Ps), dsb.<br />badan gw yg menjerit2 minta istirahat ini jarang gw turutin maunya. yah mudah2an ga sampe jatuh sakit deh..<br />yah kira2 ini lah yg gw kerjain lately di workshop tercinta ini. mudah2an membuahkan hasil yg positif amiinn.<br />buat yg pada rikues gw bikin vidio mainin gitar elektrik lagi, gw mau jawab "yes i will" tapi mungkin ga tralu deket ini waktunya.. ampli gw gak dibawa kesini soalnya.. kamar gw cuma 4x4m dan akan gak muat kalo ada ampli.. so, mungkin gw harus install ini itu dulu.. but bulan depan i will, i promise..<br /><br />one thing, I'M SO AMAZED DASHBOARD KESINI!!!! grrrhhh... pingin banget banget banget banget banget banget ketemuu face to face.... (have i mention "banget"?)<br />tapi kayanya ga mungkin deh.. :( well, ngeliatin dari jauh aja udah lebih dari cukup si.. hehe..<br /><br />oia ini gw lampirkan flyer munny contest-nya ya, kalo mau ikut masi bisa loh loh.. ke fx aja.. ada toko namanya "the other culture"<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=munny-world-festival-indonesia.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/munny-world-festival-indonesia.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />my precious mini munny :)<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=myminimunny1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/myminimunny1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />and my precious mini max. :)<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=maxlove.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/maxlove.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />segini dulu ya guys, will post few of my artwerk soon so again, STAY TUNE!! ;)<br /><br />xoxo,<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">sasa</span>she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-30567193217674187492010-05-21T13:44:00.001-07:002010-05-21T13:45:48.777-07:00blue.its 3 in the morning when everyones sleeping. my minds walking along the past.<br />the good times, the good people,the priceless moment..<br />supposed to be nice to remind it. but kinda achy to know that there's some of them have gone.<br />i kinda miss the time when i still innocent. i hope i still.<br />but life has changed me colder. i guess it happen to lots of people too.<br /><br />thank you michael for accompany me<br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/68yM87fcktE&hl=en_US&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/68yM87fcktE&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />kinda tired of "why"..<br />just need a little "because"..she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-52475594725936905442010-05-21T12:52:00.000-07:002010-05-21T15:34:33.162-07:00photo editsering terbangun tengah malam? saya sering sekali..<br />upaya mencari kantuk = doin' Ps.<br /><br />i <layer id="google-toolbar-hilite-0" style="background-color: Yellow; color: black;"><layer id="google-toolbar-hilite-0" style="background-color: Yellow; color: black;"><layer id="google-toolbar-hilite-0" style="background-color: Yellow; color: black;">love</layer></layer></layer> birds. always be the first word came out when googlin'.<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=bird15.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/bird15.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />my current pic :p<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=draft1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/draft1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />then affiliate them.<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=ilovebirdsss.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/ilovebirdsss.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-63925603469883341452010-05-20T20:41:00.000-07:002010-05-20T20:50:05.477-07:00Baby Grumpythis is one of my character. <br /><br />"baby grumpy on canvas" <br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=grumpy.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/grumpy.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br />dari kemarin mencoba bersibuk dengan clay.. and here is my first toy :)<br /><br />BEFORE finishing.. <br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=grumpybefore.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/grumpybefore.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br /><br />AFTER<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=grumpy-1.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/grumpy-1.gif" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br />blm sempet di coat.. but soon will :)she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-57121967540056111672010-05-19T16:43:00.000-07:002010-05-19T16:46:40.202-07:00TERROR BIRDi just make my new creation from hate.<br />"Terror Bird"<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=madamearmin.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/madamearmin.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a><br />she will fly along the city with two other creature.. just wait and see for yourself..she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-8657042439860784142010-05-04T16:18:00.000-07:002010-05-04T16:24:05.954-07:00Tonight, You Belong To Me... with my new family...<object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/YHEcZINbPqs&hl=en_US&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/YHEcZINbPqs&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />what a wonderful song,<br />i decide to sing along with my new family...<br />ENJOY!<br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><br />Tonight, You Belong To Me</span><br /><br />I know (I know)<br />You belong to somebody new<br />But Tonight you belong to me<br />Although (although) we're apart<br />Your part of my heart<br />And tonight you belong to me<br /><br />Way down by the stream<br />How sweet it will seem<br />Once more just to dream<br />In the moonlight<br />My honey I know (I know)<br />With the dawn that you will be gone<br />But tonight you belong to me<br /><br />Way down, way down along the stream<br />How very, very sweet it will seem<br />Once more just to dream<br />In the silvery moonlight<br />My honey, I know (I know)<br />With the dawn that you will be gone<br />But tonight you belong to me<br />Just to little old meshe terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-68095630409364862642010-05-01T16:02:00.000-07:002010-05-01T16:27:37.353-07:00red spider.<span style="font-style:italic;">pen, marker, and digital editing.</span><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=birdwithspider.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/birdwithspider.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br />i draw this last year. but kinda forget the exact date. tadinya mau di keep untuk di print ke t-shirt tapi sepertinya kurang menjual. heheh... but, i still hope you will like it. :)<br />enjoy, and stay tune!<br /><br />xoxo,<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">sasa</span>she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-23128392725014138872010-04-28T07:58:00.000-07:002010-04-28T09:29:08.666-07:00i can't make you love me.<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dU10UCiEDjo&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dU10UCiEDjo&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />i've moved out from my parent's house and forgot to bring my music stuff. only my little guitar at the back of my car (always bring it everywhere). <br />with minimum equipment and full heart, i give you this video. :)<br /><br />turn down the lights<br />turn down the bed<br />turn down these voices<br />inside my head<br />lay down with me<br />tell me no lies<br />just hold me close<br />don't patronize<br />don't patronize me<br /><br />i can't make you love me if you don't<br />you can't make your heart feel<br />somethin' it wont<br />here in the dark,in these final hours<br />i will lay down my heart<br />and feel the power if you wont<br />no you wont<br />cuz i can't make you love me<br />if you don't<br /><br />i'll close my eyes<br />then i wont see<br />the love you dont feel<br />when your holdin' me<br />morning will come<br />and i'll do whats right<br />just give me till then<br />to give up this fight<br />and i will give up this fight<br /><br />i can't make you love me if you don't<br />you can't make your heart feel<br />somethin' it wont<br />here in the dark,in these final hours<br />i will lay down my heart<br />and feel the power if you wont<br />no you wont<br />cuz i can't make you love me<br />if you don'tshe terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-27842305184082081542010-04-26T07:34:00.000-07:002010-05-01T16:31:52.113-07:00my artwork on magz for the first time :)hai there... it's been a long time since my last post of artwork.. i've been keeping mine for my clothing line and gonna print it on fabric by myself. :D<br /><br />now i wanna post two of my artworks that have been featured on <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">SUAVE MAGZ</span>.<br /><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=suave2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/suave2.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;"><br />mix media (Ai + acrylic)</span><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=zombieshadow22.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/zombieshadow22.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">immoderate romance</span> :karya ini adalah karya kembangan dari the bird love zombie. yang dibuat ulang, bercerita tentang romantika yang tidak lazim. seperti sepasang burung ini yang bermesraan diatas corpse.<br /><span style="font-style:italic;"><br />digital</span><br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view¤t=birddss.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/birddss.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br />gonna do screen printing soon. :) wish me luck, and STAY TUNE!!<br />BAD LOVE : cinta yang mencekik.<br /><br />xoxo,<br />sasashe terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-64571878584715756342010-03-30T08:40:00.000-07:002010-03-30T09:15:33.563-07:00I'm in the war of my life.mencoba <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">bersyukur</span> diatas kesulitan, diatas hati yang terluka, diatas penyakit, diatas kecurangan, diatas ketidak beruntungan..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">manusia</span> mempunyai sifat dasar yg tidak pernah puas, selalu ingin yg lebih baik, dari yg baik.. hal ini berdampak <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">positif</span> : membuat manusia menjadi makhluk paling maju di muka bumi.<br />dari tahun ke tahun peradaban manusia semakin jauh dengan leluhurnya dulu dimana belum tercipta listrik, mall, bahkan rumah. manusia yang dahulu hidup di gua, dan berperilaku seperti binatang, kini sudah bisa menciptakan hal2 yang luar biasa yang mungkin tadinya cuma ada di negri dongeng.<br />tetapi hal ini juga berdampak <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">negatif</span> : obsesi untuk meraih sesuatu yg labih baik yang tak kunjung berhasil dan menciptakan depresi mendalam. setelah menjadi depresi maka akan hilang norma-norma kemanusiaan seperti : toleransi, kejujuran, empati. mereka menjadi menghalalkan segala cara untuk meraih yang mereka cari..<br /><br />manusia diberi kelebihan untuk bersabar, untuk membela diri, untuk menyakiti, untuk berbohong, untuk mencintai, untuk berkorban, untuk mengalah, untuk menganalisa, untuk berkembang, untuk menjiplak, untuk menolak, untuk menerima, untuk menganggap rendah, untuk menghargai. you can be anything you want to be.<br /><br />me? i wanna be <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">stronger</span> and <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">positive</span>.<br /><br />now i'm in the war of my life... i don't stay with my parents anymore..<br />ready or not...i should start to build my own empire... little by little.. penny by penny..<br />God, please make me stronger. stronger than i am now.<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">location : McD kemang with abinara + plush hat.<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=plushsasa.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/plushsasa.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></span></span>xoxo,<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">sasa<br /></span>she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-15104045402442296182010-03-14T10:15:00.000-07:002010-07-06T00:43:02.078-07:00sehabis gelap terbitlah terang.<span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">seminggu di tempat tidur.</span><br />sakit <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">flu</span> yg menyerang gw secara <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">sadis</span> diperkirakan karna cuaca yg makin kurang jelas maunya apa, dan daya tahan tubuh gw yg turun karna diet ketat, se-ketat stocking stripper. yeap, eke terbaring tak berdaya diatas ranjang berteman tissue, obat2 jahanam, laptop, dan tak lupa abin dan micacaw.<br /><br />hari2 yang sangat super membosankan dan sungguh menghambat. gara2 seminggu di tempat tidur. jadi membuat = kurang pantauan akan workshop dreambirds (tukangnya jadi salah beli gagang pintu, keramik wastafel,dll), tak pernah update blog, terbengkalainya lukisan2 yg lagi on progress, bolos les drum, kelewatan nonton film2 canggih di bioskop, dan <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">makin demam pingin punya puppy</span>. karna selama sakit gw kerjanya nonton youtube terus, dan entah mengapa jari gw selalu otomatis ngetik "cute puppy".<br /><br />hari ini adalah hari dimana badan gw sudah mulai membaik dan gw mencoba menenggak beberapa multivitamin tinggi spt = fatigon spirit, UC1000, dan imboost force. :p<br />dan akhirnya saya........... MANDI JUGA!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAH.... setelah berhari2 gak mandi....... lumayan lah, dakinya 2kg.<br /><br />lalu habis mandi beranjaklah eke dan pastinya abinala ke workshop kitah...<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=myworkshop.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/myworkshop.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br />dannnn..... seperti yg eke bilang diatas, ada beberapa salah paham dan pihim. setelah itu kita ngebut ke pim untuk belanja rumah lampu yg kurang dan gagang pintu yg salah alamat.<br />di pim kita langsung ke ACE hardware. disana banyak barang2 yg "menggoda iman" (yg tadinya mau beli A, malah beli B,C,D,E,F,G). tapi untung tadi kita agak vokus.<br />setelah belanja dan melihat2 hal lain yg kurang penting, kita KE BREEDER ANJING!!!!! ini adalah usul gw yg diam2 menelfon breeder yg ada di anjingkita.com hasil dari brosing gak jelas akibat boring waktu sakit.<br /><br /><br />abin : yang!!!! ke daan mogot?? ngapaiiinnn siiiihh... kamu kan masi sakit! udah gitu jauh! udah gitu kamu mau beli ya? kan ga boleh! trus nanti mau ditaro dimanaa? tokonya blm jadi.... blablablabla...<br /><br />gw : ehm.... akuu ga mau beli koookkk... beneran cuma mau liat2 ajaaaa.... yaaahh... pleaseee.... disana ada pug, pom, yorkshire, shih tzu, gitu2 yaaangg... yahhh... gapapa yaaahhh.... oke oke... hihihi..<br /><br />setelah perjalanan yg lumayan jauh gw dan abin sampai di perumahan green garden. dan bertemu dengan anjing2 yg <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">ADDOOORRAAABBLLLEEE</span>...<br /><br />hah.. hahhh.... hah... tapi diluar semua puppy2 tsb, ada satu pup yg bikin hati ini meleleh. it is a yorkie umur 2 bulan... aaahhh... langsung gw gendong, trus nurut bgt kayanya, perutnya endut, sehat dan bersemangat!!!!!<br />pas nengok ke abin<br /><br />abin : zzzzzz.... kaaan, AKU TAU INI BAKAL KEJADIAAANN!!! KAMU TUH YAAAAH!!!!<br />(langsung gw pindahin ke pangkuan dia)<br />abin : <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">halloo sayaaangg,, hihihih.... namanya capa ciiihh... ihh kamuu lucu amaatt... blablabla</span><br /><br />(gw dalem hati) <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">MUHAHAHAHAH.......</span> </span>(ketawa ala raksasa).<br /><br />gw membiarkan abin benmain2 dengan anjing tsb. dan alhasil, dia jatuh cinta jugaaaa... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahah..... (panjang)<br /><br />akhirnya gw : "yang, ehmm... gimana kalo kita dp dulu nih... nanti kita ambil pas toko dah jadi... yah yah... mau ga?" abin : "grrhhh.... yaudah..."<br /><br />YEAAAAYYY!!!! akhirnya gw bakalan punya puppy for the first time in my life.<br /><br />dijalan pulang hati terus berdebar kencang. dan entah mengapa badan gw yg tadinya lemah, tiba2 kaya langsung full power. (apa mungkin efek multivitaminnya telat). tapi yg jelas gw langsung belok ke bioskop!! hahaha.. gw dan abin memutuskan ke pejaten village nonton alice in wonderland (we're tim burton hard fans!) dan kedapetan tiket 1,5jam kedepan.. grrr... gw paling sebal kalo nungguin film selama ini. kadang2 udah lemes duluan filmnya baru mulai.<br /><br />tapi kita mensiasatinya supaya gak boring dengan : pup , ngobrol ga jelas, dan terakhir jalan2 ke tempat barang2 prempewi. dannn...... kita nemuin topi plush!!<br /><a href="http://s697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/?action=view&current=plushhat.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i697.photobucket.com/albums/vv332/sheterrorart/plushhat.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br />dan ternyata, topi ini telah menyelamatkan hidup kita dari AC bioskop yg kejam.<br />for your info. XXI pejaten village AC-nya duingin banjreet!! dan kita terselamatkan dari mati kejang oleh topi binatang jadi2an ini.<br /><br />on my way home, i drop a few tears. it's been a long time i never been this happy.<br />setelah seminggu sakit, langsung dikasih hadiah, dapet puppy, ketawa2 all day, workshop sudah mau jadi, dan nonton film yg ditunggu2.. and the best part is, i spent that day with the one i love. what a day. what a life. thank god. alhamdulilah....<br /><br />i try my best to not disappoint my mom, so i always scratch my dream from having a puppy. and it tortures me to not do what my heart tells me since i was a child.<br /><br />i love animal mom, it's in my blood. i can't resist anymore. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">i'm sorry.. </span>she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-85663732677830942642010-02-28T06:17:00.000-08:002010-07-06T00:46:03.900-07:00penyakitans. tetap hepi.. hehehe..<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);font-size:130%;" >uhukkkk.... uhuuaaakk....</span> (batuk akut)<br />beberapa hari ini gw lagi mengalami batuk akut. awalnya gak akut si, tapi bukannya gw istirahatin malah begadang dan berheboh2 ria terus. ya beginilah akhirnya, pagi2 bangun malah suara hilang. :(<br /><br />oia guys, setelah gw baca2 lagi... tulisan gw yg kemarin berat bgt. hahah.. maafkan yah, suasana hati agak gundah durjana kemarin. hihi.. mudah2an ga sering2 deh.<br /><br />nah, gw mau laporann, kalo diet gw lumayan <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">BERHASIL</span></span>!! heheh... belom signifikan sih... tapi lumayan lah gak kaya sapi lagi, sekarang jadi kaya anaknya sapi (tetep sapi)<br /><br />gw punya sejarah kesehatan yg buruk, bak senyuman budi anduk. (peace om anduk).<br />gw punya asma dari kecil, daya tahan tubuh rendah (cepat capek) dan ber-ton2 alergi yg membuat gw jadi sulit ngapa2in. graahh...<br /><br />dibawah ini adalah beberapa list alergi gw.<br /><br />1. DEBU = ini yg paling sering menghambat. karna benda ini selalu ada dimanapun. kena dikit aja bisa langsung drop immune-nya... bersin2 meler tak henti2nya sampe demam akhirnya.<br />2. TERIK MATAHARI = sejak gw SD, UKS adalah sahabat sejati. karna tiap senin pagi (upacara bendera) gw sering pingsan atau semaput.<br />3. WEWANGIAN = gw hanya bisa pake beberapa parfume, karna diluar itu gw bisa langsung alergi, efeknya ga jauh beda sama debu.<br />4. SUSU = minuman ber-energi ini bener2 bikin gw ber-energi untuk pergi ke toilet.<br />untuk ber*k2 dan muntah, alias muntaber (muntahnya keluar ber*k) << boong. sewaktu kecil gw emang ga tralu lama minum susu... tapi pas kecil enggak kenapa2 si minum dancow. trus pas smp gw mulai sok2 mau minum susu lagi biar sehat, malah berakhir di rumah sakit. zzzz.....<br /><br />5. KERINGETAN DILUAR RUANGAN BER-AC = alergi yg ini membuat gw seolah2 sok anak gedongan. emang rese nih, kenapa ya gini. yg jelas waktu gw SMA di Al-izhar. dulu blm ada AC-nya.. dan jadinya badan gw biang keringet. bagi yg gak tau biang keringet, itu adalah gatal2 dibeberapa bagian badan yg suka keringetan.<br /><br />alasan gw ngebahas alergi adalah karnaa... gw lagi asma lagi... huks, setelah beberapa tahun bebas asma (ga pernah kambuh), sekarang nongol lagi doi, mungkin gara2 batuk, kan berdahak... trus jadi sesek gitu. ya mudah2an abis gw istirahatin bisa enakan. huhu..<br /><br />oiah, beberapa hari kemarin gw ngelukis terus di canvas. mungkin nanti akan gw upload di blog foto2nya. tapi mau bikin satu set dulu nih (mungkin mau bikin 4-5 canvas satu tema), siapa tau nanti bisa ikut pameran. heheh... amiinn.<br /><br />yasuds, ketemu lagi dengan anak sapi di lain kesempatan....<br />oia, jgn lupa mendoakan gw biar kurus cepet ya (bukannya biar sembuh malah biar kurus).<br /><br />okelah kalo begitu....<br /><br />have a good good nite guys!!<br /><br />xoxo,<br />sasashe terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2085044511268668747.post-69784072844083396532010-02-27T09:35:00.001-08:002010-02-27T10:49:42.389-08:00kepribadian ganda? mungkinkah?Gue = gak enakan, sensitif, suka dengan input, suka melawak (walau kadang kurang lucu), empati banget (kadang over), punya energi berlebihan untuk ketawa, suka bgt masuk ke lingkungan baru dan mengenal hal2 baru.<br />gw juga pecinta binatang lucu seperti kelinci, kucing, puppy, hamster, dll.<br />gw pun suka sekali musik lembut seperti michael buble, kings of convenience, john mayer, the bird and the bee, etc.<br />gw juga suka bgt mikir, kadang hal yg harusnya ga usah gw pikirin (bukan urusan gw) tapi kepikiran aja. huff, kadang gw suka over-care sama orang lain.<br /><br />tapi.........<br /><br />gw juga orang yg sangat keras/saklek. gw pecinta binatang kejam seperti ular, tarantula, singa, serigala.<br />gw suka musik2 yang biasanya didengerin sama orang2 gondrong dan bertato. seperti spawn of possession, the faceless, obscura, etc. gw suka musik2 kaya gini bukan karna biar keren. tapi karna bisa menyalurkan kemurkaan hati (maap horor).<br />nah, gw mempunyai problema emosional, yaitu..... begitu gw di sampah-i. gw bisa berubah jadi sangat <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">seram</span>. hal ini <span style="font-size:180%;">sangat amat mengganggu</span> hidup gw, karna itu sama sekali ga bisa gw kontrol.<br />kalo sampe ada yg <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-weight: bold;">men-tahikan</span> gw, pasti gw bertarung dgn diri sendiri untuk menahan bertransformasi jadi <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">MONSTER</span> (lebay). gw berusaha keras menjadi positif, dan mencoba menerima sampai akhirnya temen gw itu makin asik <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-weight: bold;">men-tahikan</span> gw, lalu <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">DARR..</span></span> gw bisa jadi orang yg sangat Tega. dan kalo momen ini dateng, gw bisa jadi org yg non-humoris. bahkan dekat ke sadis. dan setelah sadar. gw selalu................ <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;">menyesal secara dalam</span></span>.<br /><br />gw ini pada dasarnya orang yg galak. tapi perawakan gw yg terlalu anak kecil dan oon ini. membuat isinya gak kelihatan.<br />gw pernah berusaha jadi diantaranya. ga mau terlalu baik. (biar rada judes2 dikit) tapi ga usah jadi monster juga.<br />tapi ga bisaaaa.... gw akan selalu seneng ketemu orang yg humble, dan gw ga bisa "ngak excited" dalam keseharian gw, dan dalam menghadapi orang sekitar gw.<br /><br />kepribadian ganda. mungkinkah........she terrorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09474838526023710722noreply@blogger.com11